Holy new year!

I can't believe that the holidays and 2009 are both done, over, caput, bye-bye, never to return again!!! The year went by so fast. I swear that every year goes by more quickly and with more vigor than the year before. As I get older (I am turning the BIG 3-0 on Thursday!!!) I realize more and more how precious time is. My 2 little children seem to be growing at a rate that is beyond my comprehension and it panics me on most days. Am I using my time wisely with them? Am I teaching them all they need to know while they are young? Am I missing a million moments meant to be cherished because of the thousand things I feel I need to get done each day? Do I tell them I love them as much as I should.... the questions go on and on in my mind as I look toward the future and try to be mindful enough to soak in the present. As the holidays were rushing in and I saw the new year approaching as quickly as it could be allowed, I found myself wanting to slow things down. I wanted to gather my little ones in my arms, hold them tight, and push time away from us... I wanted to stop it all together. At times the pangs I felt made me feel a little crazy, but I am now thinking that I cannot be the only one who feels this panic. Other people must look at their loved ones and think these very same thoughts. These are the thoughts that will keep me on my toes this year and will keep me mindful of what is really important in the coming months. My family is my purpose in life. To have them forever will motivate me to do the work I need to do spiritually, emotionally, and physically. They are the reason I will be a better person this year than I have ever been before... strong spiritually, motivated to have a deeply personal relationship with my Heavenly Father and my own spirit, and courageous enough to forgive, love unconditionally, and always see the good in those who may hurt me. This year I want to focus on resolutions that truly make a difference in my soul and I hope for all the success possible for all of my family and friends. I hope that each of you might be able to attain what you set out to do this year. Let's all focus on the fact that this year is passing us by no matter what we choose to do with it. Choose to do something meaningful and great. Loves to all of you!